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My Brief Testimony :-)
I'm not going into complete detail cuz I know that my family members may see this. First of all I want to tell everyone out there that life is actually worth living. No matter how bad you feel, u have to remember that God loves you and that its a part of his plan for you. Ive been going through many things lately and I just praise God because he is making me the person that I want to become. I want to be caring, loving, and a great person and the only way I could do that Is for God to make me go through things that other people go through, so I can relate to people and I can truly help. Putting things in your life to make you feel "happy" isn't the way to go. Because, you will just fall back down and this time, you will fall farther than b4.
The move from Cali to here was def. harsh. I tried to talk my parents out of it and I knew I wouldnt take this move good at all. I got here, didnt talk, didnt want to be around people. Just wanted to be to myself, even though I love to chat with people, I hate feeling alone. But, I was so scared to start over I just couldnt open up to people. I left so many close friends, but I also left a horrible surrounding (the state, not my family). Then after awhile I believed that that move actually was for the best. Then a little while after I moved out here, i started hanging out with the wrong crowd, and fell into some pretty dark holes. Almost died many times, but God always pulled me through. Then, I met Ellen G. and me and her became so close and she helped me so incredibly much. She helped me make the right choices and helped me to figure out who I was and who I was living for.
She has helped me grow strong and love God so much, and she helped me get rid of the friends I didnt need in my life that were bringing me down. Yea, i feel lonely sometimes, but I just picture God by myside all the time, and that makes me smile. God loves all of you and he will never forsake you. You may feel like he doesnt love you or he doesnt care, but u have to remember that God doesnt forsake man, man forsakes God. Well I really have a lot more to say about my testimony, if you really want to here all of it, e-mail me or IM me on-line. |
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A Little Bit About Me
Lets see. I was born in Illinois and lived there for about 7 years. Illinois was full of childhood memories that I could never foget. Even though there werent many people living in Illinois, it was still a good place for a child to grow up. When I was around 7, we moved to California which was a good change, i liked it a lot for a while until freshmen year. Then, it was really hard to move to NC, but I actually am starting to like it a lot better here than I thought I would because this state is surrounded with trees and you have to drive 20 minutes just to get somewhere. But I do like it here. I'm in HS and about to move into college. I don't know where I want to go right now, I have to wait to hear from a few colleges that I applied too. I got into ECU and UNCG but I'm waiting on Cedarville to make my final decision between UNCG and Cedarville .. and oh my, that will be incredebly hard! But yea, thats about all. Peace!
My Church
I just wanted to say that I go to Colonial Baptist Church. I absolutly love some of the people there. The SR. pastor is awesome and is a very passionate speaker. I go to Summer Camp and Winter Camp, which is cool. And yea, thats about it.
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